Day Dreaming

I have just been day dreaming lately about what it will be like to be a mom. I know that thier will be times I want to scream or run away or just freak out...but I also know that I am going to love it. Jamie is always making up scenarios...like how he won't want to go to work or he will come home for lunch now. It is just so cute! We bought our baby a lullaby gloworm the other day. Jamie and I both had one as a kid and when Jamie heard it start playing Canon in D he handed it to me and said "we have to buy this". He wanted to open it but I told him that he had to wait! HAHA He is going to be a great dad...he still goes down the toy aisle everytime we go to Walmart so I am sure it will be worse with a child. Jamie really wants me to homeschool our children. So we have been talking about all of it and praying about it. I like the idea for a while, I also like the idea of letting them choose when they get in thier teen and pre-teen years. I suppose it just depends where we live and what is going on then in our lives. I want to be more organized before the baby comes...and it doesn't come naturally to me at all! I get mad at myself because I can't keep clothes off the floor on my side of the bed. I can keep the bathroom and kitchen and living room clean...but when it comes to stacks of mail, clothing, and shoes...I have trouble being organized. I really hope our kids take after Jamie on that...he was pretty OCD about organization before I came into the picture, he is still organized now but doesn't flip out when I am not : ) We saw a toy vaccum cleaner the other day and he said "OH! We will need this...teach them to be like me as young as possible" - can't wait!