I have been pretty "high" lately on the idea of moving to lower cost of living and back near family and friends and familiarity....
BUT at the same time I am way sad. I was looking through the pictures of the Brantners/Lords in Myrtle Beach (-1) and I am just sad. I am leaving them all behind...I mean Dave and Stac and Jessica and Bryan are in other states....but they have all become family. Not just church family but like my actual family. Kirk and Joyce have been here through both of my pregnancies and my girls getting bigger, and break downs in my life and just everything...good and bad. And I love them. And all four of thier children. Even though thier kids live in other states I feel like I am moving away from the connection. And...I am crying. So Emo....Why does life have to change? I know this is a dumb question and I know there are seasons but...I just want this part of my life to live on and some how mesh with my other life. And my church, oh my word...what will we do without Deb and Chris and Andy and Dan and Mrs. Rose and Pete and Norma...and everyone. I know it is coming and I have to deal with it. Sunday is our last day at our church and for some reason I said...yes put me on worship team which is like saying...yes, put a mic in my hand so I can sing/cry in front of everybody. Blah
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I friggin love you. And you can't get rid of us that easily. Dave and I are already figuring out logistics for when we're coming to visit you soon. So nice try....but you're stuck with us for life. :)
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