Trying to Change

For the past week and a half I have come to realize that I have not challenged myself in anyways for a while, as far as spiritual things go. I know I am a "decent" person. Im not cruel and hateful and I'm not selfish and materialistic. But even though I am not these things I know I can still improve on myself.

I am a person who believes you can grow through lots of things...and you dont have to be one of those Bible thumpin' , go to every church function, only listen to the Christian radio people to be a wholesome and good person. I even believe there are some situations that call for you to step out of church and be in limbo and there is NOTHING wrong with that. God is not in a box...even though we try to put Him in one everyday. All that being said... I do feel like there is a part of myself that wants to grow my character just a little more....just be a little more of an example to "the world" and "fellow man".

I have read lots of great scripture this last week on fruits of the Spirit. I decided that it was time to build on my character and what better way than trying to be like the Big Man Himself right? So I started googling a new "fruit" everyday... Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Goodness, Kindness, Self control. It was pretty fun the things you find on google and it is a lot easier than pulling out a concordance : ) One verse that really really caught my attention was in Titus

Titus3:1 & 2 Remind the people to be subject to rulers and authorities, to be obedient, to be ready to do whatever is good, to slander no one, to be peaceable and considerate, and to show true humility toward all men.

This verse has so much packed into....but I really feel like it is a good one for myself to memorize. I think this verse could especially be hard to practice in the work place. People always talking about one another or authorities...I know it was hard for me to try not to gossip when I was at work. I think I am going to try and memorize this verse and apply it to my life. I acknowledge that I need a little bit more discipline in my life....and I am going to start now.