Babies, babies, babies

I feel like all I have posted about lately is my family and babies...but I guess that is where I am in life : )

I love the newborn stage....Jamie get on to me because I am constantly holding Justice but I just know how fast Juju's first year and a half went by and I just can't stand the thought of losing the infant stage. Jamie and I have talked about being done with kids...but I just don't know. It is completely unrealistic to try to decide that now with a newborn and me still trying to heal from my csection. But when I hold Justice and think...could this be the last time you do this, Jean...I honestly don't know if I could say yes this is the last time : ) I told Jamie he has a year to decide if he wants another (and I will think as well) because I think if we are going to have another we will keep them close in age.

I am starting to really embrace the reality that I am a stay at home mother of two little girls. I have been really trying to reflect and focus and I am excited about being a constant influence in my girls' lives and I am excited about helping them grow and learn. It's funny I always pictured myself with boys. Not only because I am not the girliest person on the planet but also because Jamie has brothers and his brothers have boys...there aren't any girls : ) But I love my girls and I wouldn't trade them for anything. Funny how things work out.

In other news: it's funny that I was saying that no one has really been able to come and see us and also that it can be lonely being a housewife....two days later I find that my brother in law is here for nearly a week, next my mother in law will be coming for a few days, and hopefully another friend of two from Indiana : ) ALSO I has a Dr. Appt today for the girls, one tomorrow for myself, and a wic appointment and more to follow later in the month. Once again...funny how things turn around!