All the randomness in my head

SO I decided the other day that I don't care that I am *ahem* a little pudgier than normal....yes. I am. And I am not looking for someone to say "hey, no you aren't" because yes...I am the worst I have been about a year and a half. I have had two kids...I have lots going on....it's the holidays...I will deal with it soon and in the meantime I am just going to be ok with myself. really...I am ok with it.

I decided that I respect anyone who is more conservative than myself. Although I may think it is not necessary to be like the Duggars...I respect them for their time and efforts and as long as they aren't telling me I am going to H E double Hockey Sticks for not being like them than I am good....I wouldn't want someone who is more liberal than I to judge me for my values.

I love coffee...a lot. Man...

I need adult time today...believe me I have had lots of fun with my kids...singing, dancing, reading, movies, Dora and such....but I need an adult conversation. Oh wait...I had an awkward one with Barbara today...ok I need to just hang out with an adult. : )

Chai...Chai is good too...thanks Retta for an early Christmas gift!

I have made butterscotch bars, sugar cookies, and red velvet cupcakes today...I was going to make peppermint fudge and I am just not feeling it...but I know I will get upset with myself later if I don't as I am giving most of this sugar away.

Jubilee is a little accessorised monster and Justice is an angel until she is hungry...than she is a formula seeking missile just waiting to explode

Jamie is amazing...I know I say it all the time and I brag on him...but he just makes life so amazing

I have had so much sugar today that I could probably drink some black coffee and it would be to sweet

Guy is pretty cool...for a little brother...I guess : )

I miss my parents

Why haven't two packages gotten here yet? hmph...

I hope I am a good Mother, these kids are so precious and I just want them to grow up right

ok then...I think I am done with my randomnessage

oh. and I love "the Office"